balik

hmm..
jap ag na grk blk kL da..
cuti p0n na bis..
ta b0le lepak² da..
bile da lme relax cm neh la jd nye..
rase malas sgt..

dlm k0l 330 pg gerak blk kL..
s0ri abah..
sy ta b0le drive..
hehe..
bile jari suda oke, sy drive ye..
time uh abah leh d0k rehat..
skunk neh bg sy rehat dulu ye..
huhuhu..

kwn² ku...
jmpe nnt ye..

hello

agak kebosanan..
tataw na uat pe..
tv p0n cite ta best..
on9 p0n tataw na uat pe..

bosan duhh

turut bersimpati

1 of my on9 fren juz break up..
sian dye..
sedey sgt..
ta sangke lak jd cm neh..
tgk pic korunk mmg hepi je..
suke je..
rupe²nye tawa dalam tangisan..
hati yg menyimpan seribu kesedihan..

deana..
u saba eh..
tamo sedey sgt..
byk² b'd0a ye..
insyaallah u akn dpt blk dye tuh..
be str0ng oke..
h0pe k0runk akn oke..

hurmm..
tak0t gak klu jd cm tuh kt aku..
tam0 tgglkn bby aw bie..
kte ttp same² ye..
amin..

(:

simen da dibuka 2 ari lepas..
sbb g uma tukang urut..
dye urut sket²..
bg air penawar..
ari² kne rajin genggam..
s0 tgn tuh ta de la jd numb..

alhamdulillah..
jari beransur pulih..
bie ckp mmg akn amek mase lame utk sembuh..
ta pe, sabar je..
insyaallah akn oke..

kwn²..
d0akn sy cpt sembuh ye

(:

new appearance

hey buddies..

juz put a new template..
copy n paste je..
huhuhu...
jmpe kt page sape ntah..
nmpk cantek..
then pilih laa yg aku suke..
kt cni..
scrappinblogs.blogspot.com

byk template yg cantek² wokk..
try laa..

signature

br je uat signature..
tgk kt page tasya..
cm cun je..
sje try..
uat kt cni..
www.mylivesignature.com

dis is mine..



huhuhu..
bkn tiru tp sje na de gak..

(:

noktah cinta

Ternyata semua bicaraku
Tersimpan di dalam hatiku
Ternyata semua soalanku
Tak pernah kau fikir di fikiran

Mengapa kau masih
Mencari kepastian dalam cinta
Dan disini masih
Menanti jawapannya

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Tuhan tunjukkan padanya
Tentang apa yang ku fikirkan
Adakah cinta ini
Perlu untuk dirinya

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Masih tiada noktah penghujungnya
Berbicara tentang perasaan
Simpan saja semua itu

Mengapa kau masih
Mencari kepastian dalam cinta
Dan disini masih
Menanti jawapannya

jari ku patah

220210 7pm

tuh laa bile t'jd nye tragedi yg m'beri pengalmn baru..

jari kelingking patah..
t'kena bilah kipas syiling gara menyusun buku di rak yg agk tnggi..
t'lebih angkt tgn s0 t'kene laa..

1st expression..t'diam..
t'pikir sejenak bunyi pe td..
rupe nye jari kne kipas..
tgn da mule rase saket..
jari ta b0le bent..
tgk jari da mule m'bengkak..
on da sp0t call bie..
tr0s nangis..
bie s0h g clinic cpt..
cal supi tp x jwb..
cal atul..atul jwb ngn ceria..
dgr je aku nangis n st0ry sket, tr0s dye dtg bilik aku..
atul cal azrul, na s0h bwk g clinic uia..

smpi kt clinic uia..
ms0k bilik treatment..
nurse cuci luke, tar0h iodin, letak kayu, balut..
katenye tggu d0ctor call 8..
then jmpe d0c..
b0do pnye d0c..
check tgn aku p0n ta..
d0c ckp klu na xray uat es0k pg..
xray time ofis h0ur je..
h0tak k0 r..
na biar jari aku je..

azrul uat keputusan bwk aku g hkL..
mak p0n ckp g je laa..
tak0t jd pape...
smpai kt h0spital..
regist jap then MA trart aku..
kne inject kt lengan..
saket oii..
nangis..
atul sbg saksi..
then tggu turn jmpe doc..

bile jmpe d0c, dye bukak balut..
check sket2..
then g xray..
c0nfirm jari kelingking aku patah..
split sket..
then g simen..
amek ubt..
dpt mc 8 ari..
d0c soh g ortopediatrik..
tp tutup laa time dah k0l 1130pm kn kn..
es0k je laa..

es0k nye..
dlm k0l 11am grk g hkL..
g ortopediatrik..
set date n time..
app0intment : 020310 9am
then g duta..
aku nk blk uma..
d0k uma senang sket..
naik bus k0l 145pm..

tengs pd atul azrul n supi..
tengs sgt3 c0z tlg aku..
really3 appreciated..

skunk d uma (:

hmm

suda sgak lame ta m'update bl0g..
tataw lol na tuleh pe..
cm ta de st0ry je na cite..
eh..ke de je tp tataw na tuleh ek ??
entaa laa..
hmm..
pe na cite yee..
mmg bt0l2 tataw..
cm ta de pape yg best je..
hmm..
dis week tataw na blk ke ta..
abah ta blk..
s0 kne blk sndr naek bus laa..
hmm..
balik ke tak..
balik ke tak..
balik ke tak..
balik ke tak..
hmm..
still tataw..
akan dipikirin..

na g class da..

daaaa (:

empty

juz feel n0thing..

empty

zero

dunno wut t0 say..

cerita hari ini

~~ morning ~~
sedar2 je jam da k0l 830..ayakk..clas pg neh 830..atul maznah msg p0n ta dgr..aduhh..mmg niat na g clas pagi neh..tp ta t'jage plak..msg atul ckp br bgn s0 ta g clas laa..smbg laa tdo blk..huhuhu
930 bie cal.."da dpt da syg"..hehehe..bie da dpt cupcake..bie suke (:(:(: hehehe...bie simpan dlm fridge je..tam0 bukak ag..tggu aku blk, meet then br na bukak..b0le amek gambr same2..huhuhu..tp...hp aku r0sak..cne na snap gmbr ): ta pe laa, rembat je laa camera kt uma..huhuhu..then sambg td0 blk..bkn na bgn tr0s study..ad0iyaii onee..pe na jadi..hahaha

~~ afterno0n ~~
dkt k0l 1130 ieda lak msg..ckp na dtg bilik..g0sip g0sip g0sip..huhuhu...pe lagi..tr0s g mandi laa..ye laa, ta kn na smbut owg busuk2 lak kn kn...hehehe..then ieda p0n dtg laa..borak punye b0rak..da k0l 1 lbey..ay0k ta mkn ag..then g laa mkn kt cafe..mkn mkn mkn..da dkt k0l 2 blk bilik..ieda lak g clas..

~~ evening ~~
da k0l 230 neh..mule laa study..ye laa, cm byk je ta c0ver ag..tp ta de laa study sgt..cm slalu laa..wat n0te kecik..huhuhu..lame gak study..tgk2 jam da k0l 430..mate p0n da layu..cal bie laa jap..sje b0rak2 utk hilangkn ngnt0k..then da oke sket..study blk..

tibe2 supi msg.."kte0trg na gerak k0l 6, nk j0in ta?"..gile laa awk na g exam..huhuhu..biase laa na c0p tmpt..k0l 6 gerak laa g engin ngn kete leen..ta yah jln kaki..huhuhu..smpai exam hall 1 de bdk ngn exam lak..ta b0le ms0k..lepak clas ln dkt2 situ..study laa sket2 ag k0non..supi p0n kuar laa t0yol..mak aiii..lg hebat dr aku..mmg k0 p'bawa t0yol yag mantap supi..hahaha..ta lame pas tuh de lak bdk ln dtg..ingt kn aku leen supi je awl..rupe nye bdk ln p0n de na dtg awl..name p0n bdk manu..klu bile time exam, bab na c0p tmpt mmg awl..kl0 clas biase ta de na awl p0n..yg biase g clas lmbt, mst dtg awl time exam..na c0p tmpt pnye pasal la...adoiii..pe laa na jd k0rang neh..hahaha

~~ night ~~

dkt k0l 820 exam p0n start..t0yol p0n dikeluarkn ngn b'hati2..ta na kant0i kn kn..mst laa pndai2 c0ver..hahaha..adehhh..susa gak s0alan..even ade ta t0yol p0n ta dpt m'bantu..abis laa aku..

pas da bis exam g mkn kt simpang..tataw lak kt planet t0myam de waiter hands0me..huhuhu..bkn aku je yg ckp..leen gak..huhuhu..mkn mkn mkn..then g drive thru mcd..leen beli mcd utk pek0ng sempena bday dye ri ni..aku lak beli itk jim0..da lme jim0 tuntut..kne laa bg kn kn..

dkt k0l 12 smpai uia..tr0s g mahalah laki anta mcd kt jim0 n pek0ng..
bie cal..adehhh..dye dgr di0rg b0rak..gelak2..pe ag, bengang tr0s..aku p0n kene skali..aduhhh..aku lak dituduh m'gatal ngn laki..ad0yaiii..asl laa na tuduh aku cm tuh..aku ta m'gatal p0n k0t..bie, aku syg k0 s0rg je laa..ta de nye aku na kt laki ln..ta yah laa na ckp aku cm tuh..sedey sehh..

smpai bilik tr0s call bie..tp dye tam0 jwb..cal lg..cal ag..stil tam0 jwb..aduhh..pe salah aku?? aku juz borak je k0t ngn di0rg..ta ua pe p0n..asl na marah sgt neh sygg..ta kn tataw lg aku syg k0 s0rg je..aduhhh..stressssss....sabar...try cal ag..cal ag..cal ag..jwb p0n..tp ckp cm pe je..stil na marah2 ckp aku m'gatal ngn laki laa..ta gtaw p0n na g jmpe bdk2 tuh..tgn aku pgg mcd td k0t..na msg cne..sabar laa..da gtau kn da smpai uia..sabar laa..aku na msg gtaw jmpe laki laa..tp k0 da cal dulu..da tuh na mrh2..pe laa..ckp ckp ckp..ta na caye gak yg aku neh ta uat pape..stil na pk aku m'gatal..aduhh..t'pulang laa..yg pasti aku ta cm tuh..tuhan nmpk pe yg aku uat..aku ta m'gatal p0n k..

suda nye tataw na uat pe..ngnt0k p0n ta..ngn rajin nye g ofis on9..di sini laa akhir nye..m'update bl0g..bkn na uat pe sgt p0n..sje na on9..na hilangkn stress sket..es0k na blk kampung..k0l 10 gerak g putrajya jmpe abah..then br gerak blk...see youu org kuale...huhuhuhu (:

apa nak jadi

aku sepatutnye study skunk neh..
tp b0le lak on9 skunk neh..
pe laa k0 neh onee..
da biol eh..
hahaha..

niat sbnr on9 neh na send email je kt diba..
tp suda nye melarat uat ln lak..
ad0iyaii..
email da send tp aku ta blk2 bilik..

dah dah dah onee..
bwk2 laa blk bilik..
study..
es0k mlm midterm..
jumaat kn na blk da..
g laa study dlu..

oke..
na blk study..
wat nota kecik..
utk keselamatan es0k..
hahaha

gudluck 4 me..
huhuhu

today

ari neh bgn awl k0t..ta mcm slalu..biase nye klu bl0m k0l 745 tam0 bgn ag..huhuhu..tp ari neh disebabkn de midterm ppc, kne laa bgn awl kn kn..650 da bgn..715 da siap mandi..sejuk sejuk sejuk...ta biase mandi awl kn..huhuhu..siap siap siap..735 br gerak g clas..exam k0l 815..kire da awl laa neh..jln p0n sl0w je..ta mcm slalu..biase nye kelam kabut gak laa..hehehe..

smpai clas..tgk2 clas da p0n alm0st penuh..perghh..di0rg neh bgn k0l bpe?? gerak g clas k0l bpe?? yg ta penah dtg clas awal p0n da smpai clas dlu dr aku..t'pakse laa aku d0k tepi skali ): bkn pe, susa na tiru je..hahaha..sir dtg lmbt gak..dkt 830 laa...sir dtg tr0s bg paper..tgk je s0alan ter0s senyum (: knp??? sbb de s0urce utk c0py..hahaha...ta sia² usaha aku wat n0te kecik² smlm..huhuhu..jwb ngn c0nfident laa..tp still rase tak0t gak..te r tak0t kant0i..tp alhamdulillah..selamat..kire cm b0le laa na dkt² fullmark..huhuhu..gile hebat..

then gerak g clas mirc0manu plak..de quiz ri ni..tp aku stdy lnsg...k0non hebat je..hahahaha..sir bg je paper tr0s t'diam..t'menung..ta reti jwb lol..tataw na jwb pe..pe ag, hentam je laa..td midterm ppc agk success..quiz neh lak cm hampehh..hahaha..ahak² k0song gak laa quiz td..biar laa..huhuhu..pas tuh g mkn..lapar oii..smlm ta mkn nasi..diet sket..hehehe..

da bis mkn..g clas cim plak..sufi ta g..pemalas pnye bdk..aku rajin sket laa..huhuhu..dlm clas per0t wat hal lak..saket oii..ta tahan btol..confirm da ms0k angin..ye r..smlm kn ta mkn..cm tuh laa jd nye...kn pdn muke..hahaha..bis clas g kdai fotostat lak..fotocopy mid term paper cim lak..es0k mlm mid term cim lak..ad0iyaii..neh p0n kne wat n0te kecik² gak..byk chapter k0t..gilee...

next destination, gpcl e3..lepak on9 laa...1st thing kne wat, anta email kt kak mimi..email map uma j0han..map uat sndr tuh..hahaha..nih laa hasil map yg aku uat sndr..



moge² akak b'jaye laa smpai ke destinasi..huhuhu..suprise for j0han..tggu es0k ye bie..huhuhu..suke suke suke..

da laa utk ari neh..maw out suda..g s0lat jap..then g clas mchine tool..tata

miss

swear t0 g0d..
i d0 miss youu..
s0 damn much miss youu hubby..
feel like didnt meet youu f0r a l0ng time..

i miss youu hubby..
really want t0 meet youu..
wanna lean at youu..
sit beside youu..
l0ok at ur face dat gives me calmness..
talk with youu..
laught with youu..

i miss everything ab0ut youu..

miss youu so much...

cuppies

hmm..
st0ry about cupcake..
at first, excited gile bile tgk prom0 cuppies 4 valentine..
dam,n excited..
unfortunately the last date for ordering has past..
s0 sad..
i tried s0 hard to get the cuppies..
i searched 4 every blog..
at last, i stucked at sweetheartstories.blogspot.com
tr0s anta email kt owner nye..
dpt f0n num tr0s text..
text text text text..
made agreement..

cuppies + delivery = rm28




xdpt kt tmpt ln..
dye je yg gives gud price..
huhuhu..

tengs a lot to sweetheartstories..
bc0z of u, i managed to fullfill my valentine's suprise..
really3 thankful..

to hubby,
juz wait oke..
u'll get it on 11/2..

hehehe

what should i do ??

When I let you go one step further, my eyes overflow with tears
When you walk away one step further, more tears are falling
As you move away to a place where I can’t reach you, even if I reach out my hand
I can’t catch you, I can only cry

What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving
What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving me
I love you, I love you, I cry out to you
But you can’t hear me, because I am only shouting in my heart

All day long I try to forget you, but I think of you again
All day long I try to say goodbye, but I think of you
Although you went to a place where I can’t hold you, even if my hand reaches out for you
I can’t find you, I can only cry

What should I do? What should I do? I can only see you
What should I do? What should I do? I love you only
I am sorry, I am sorry, can you hear me?
Please come back to me, if it’s not you, I can’t go on

What should I do? What should I do? I only have you
What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving
What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving me alone
I love you, I love you, I cry out to you
But you can’t hear me because I am only shouting in my heart

berserah padaNya

pe na jd p0n tataw..
serab0t gile pale aku..
mate da sembab je..
dr smlm ta td0..
study p0n sket² je..
es0k de 2 midterm lak..

dr smlm gak saket tengkuk ta hilang ag..
hp plak tbe² uat hal ta b0le on..
anta repair 3 4 ari br siap..

family vs bf ???
aku tataw cne na uat..
knp sume neh yg harus aku lalui..
aku penat sgt duhh..

aku ta b0le hilang bf aku..
sumpaa, aku syg sgt kt laki aku yg s0wg neh..
ta b0le hidup tanpa dye..
ta mampu klu dye ta de dlm life aku..
dye bt0l² penting dlm ahidup aku..
knp jd cm neh ???

apekah ujian yg Kau turunkn utk aku neh ??
knp smpai jd cm neh ??
aku ta mampu b'tahan..
jgn laa Kau rmpas dye dr aku..
sumpaa, aku t'lalu sygkn dye..
sumpaa, aku ta snggup hilng dye..

aku m0h0n padaMU..
kuatkn hati aku..
cekalkn hati aku..
hanya padaMu aku b'serah..

techno

what is techn0??
entaa laa aku p0n ta sure sgt..
yg aku taw byk music je dr owg nyanyi..
gara² hubby aku kne search lagu techno..
ye laa..
da dye mintak aku burn lagu techno utk dye..
tp b0le plak tak kasi lagu pe yg dye na..
t'pakse laa cr sndr..
ad0iyaiii..
yg mne sedap kt tlinge aku, d0wnl0ad je..
huhuhu..
neh gh tggu bis d0wnl0ad lagu techno laa neh..
lame seh..
kang class na start..
cpt laa sket abis d0wnload oiii...

sabar sabar sabar...